The days are getting harder, and my mind can only hope for a slim break

On my journey to “Find Nirvana”, I catch myself being really affected by things falling apart around me.

Today I could feel the tension within our section, and I upset me thinking that we weren’t ok with one another.

I want to be close with everyone, and I also want everyone else to be close with everyone else. I’m slowly understanding that things cannot always be that way.

People will be people, and as long as I can handle my relationships, I should be content.

As much as that pains me, it’s what I need to learn.

I’m grateful for Noah Weule, he’s an amazing leader, teacher, and friend. He’s really helped me become a better person and performer in such a short time.

We’re packing up tomorrow, we’re going home. I’m ready for this next chapter.